why u lose again

why?why u lose again?its not the first time not the second time ,it's the fourth time and the last time only a week .why u always ?do u know I will worry,and u said u don't want me worry ,but actually u did ,why? do I ask u too much?are u too tired ?and why u always forget ,plz don't say sorry anymore ,it doesn't work.u said u need my trust but look!what u have done!u make u feel sad and disappointed